The end

I am going away March 22 with my soul sister for 2 nights for the first time ever. This should be on the news because I haven't left my babies since they've been born/ not by choice per say, but I've literally been nursing for 4 years of my life. Jules was born in June…

I haven’t been out in 4 years

Ok ok, I've gone out, but I haven't been overnight anywhere, haven't gone on a vacation- which is totally expected with 2 toddlers, and really haven't gone anywhere for more than 4-5 hours? I'm tired. I need to fill my bucket a little more than once a month, if that. And I don't mean leave…

Go the FUCK to sleep

Seriously, sleep is overrated, right?! Just tell me yes to make me feel better. My first born was a terrible sleeper from the womb. She was a cluster feeder and she slept in the middle of our bed in the pack n play bassinet. She was our first so naturally, we didn't to leave her…

Hot Toddler Items

Amazon is my best friend. Thank God I don't have a credit card with them, because I live on Amazon. If I'm not at Target, I'm on amazon. I love that you can just search ANYTHING you need or want and boom, it's there. Here is a list of must haves for your toddler! I…

Dear Last Baby

Dear Baby Boy, You are one year old today. I can’t really explain how much love my heart can actually hold. I remember carrying you in my belly for almost 9 months and I had no idea who you were- if you were a boy or a girl. I remember obsessing over wondering if you…

Dear Tired Mama

Dear Tired, Exhausted, Overworked, Overwhelmed, Sore, Lonely Mama, Tired is too weak of a word to use in the exhaustion of motherhood. You wake up early with a 3 page to-do list, pack lunches, get your kids ready for school or daycare, forget to brush your hair, go to work, pick them back up, look…

Tips on Surviving Motherhood

Let's be real. Sometimes motherhood is just about surviving. I am no expert, but I consider myself a veteran with a toddler and an almost 1 year old. Everyday is a rollercoaster of emotions for me, but I wouldn't trade any moment for the world. I made a list of some tips I thought I…

The day I snapped

Life is freakin hard lately. Being a mom is the hardest job I have ever done in my life. I am trying so hard to juggle my life and I can't seem to get ahold of it. I feel so overwhelmed with everything and I feel like a big failure. I miss my first-born- just…

What about me?

Today, in particular, I'm feeling the weight of the world. I am tired and cranky and exhausted. It's not about me anymore though. It's about the kids. I don't mean to sound conceited or rude, but I just want it to be about me today. I want to curl up in a ball in my…

36 Mom Realities

1. You can't really wear perfume anymore because your nursing babes will choke on it. Hell, you really can't be cute anymore unless you have a nanny, are rich, and/or you have help around the clock. 2. Can't really be naked anymore because your toddler will tell everyone they saw your "Gina". 3. Your car…